the hottest state.

dear blog,

so i just finished this book by ethan hawke called the hottest state and i don't know how to feel about it. it's very sad. it's very brokenhearted. but it was decent and his writing style was wierd. there are a couple of paragraphs that i loved about it, and when i remember where i put it, i will definitely write them in this entry.

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so i'm pourin' some whiskey,
i'm gonna get drunk.

yeah, i'm pourin' myself some whiskey,
i'm gonna get real fuckin' drunk.

i'm pourin' some whiskey right now,
i'm gonna get so, so drunk

that i pass out, forget your face
by the time i wake up.

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that line had nothing to do with anything, minus the fact that i forgot that song existed and it is my favourite part of the song.

i suppose i should write something.
i feel like writing a book. i mean i know i could write two hundred pages of anything. i just have no idea what to write about and what people would care about. like i had an idea, but i really want to road trip it and make it real.