7.11.2009

and suddenly, well, it occured to me

that i've slept alone before you.



dear blog,
i think i'm going to talk to you every day.
i don't know if i mentioned this, but i really need to go get a prayer journal. i never thought i'd be one of those religious people, but i just find myself praying for everything. i mean, i don't believe in jesus. i don't believe anyone can save us. i think we just have to be good. and i think our souls will just flourish within the earth when we die. it's all really confusing, and sometimes i don't even know what i think about it. but that's pretty much what i have come up with.

yesterday i joined the "capitalism" group on facebook. i'm waiting for chuck to kick my ass about it. i just think it's the best thing we've got. a lot of people get screwed in every system. no one said that child labour and sweatshops MUST be a product of capitalism. i think we just need reform, but with a collective society, people are going to get screwed and put there forever. at least in a capitalist society, throw all your excuses out there that you want, but NO ONE IS TRAPPED. yes, things are going to suck, and you may have just enough money to feed your family, but there is always a way to work up, find a new job, get an education, or do whatever. want more money? knit scarves and sell them on the side. paint fences. do whatever it takes to make sure you have the money to get an education and get out of there. and for fuck's sake, the american government will probably pay for your education.

so why do people insist on making excuses.

this is my theory, and it has proven me correct so far. "people that don't like capitalism just haven't found a way to make it work for them yet." pretty much, people that want a collective society want such because it will be easier than working your way to the top. they think it's not fair that people are above them and they are not there too. if you were at the top, you wouldn't want someone who didn't work nearly as hard to be an equal to you. and this has nothing to do with race, nothing to do with gender. this is strictly fact. i'm so sick of hearing people complain about the rich society and things like that. granted, most of them are overpaid and did run us into the economic catastrophe, but if you don't like where your life is at, then work your way out of it. don't try to bring about the downfall of the people that worked up to what they are.

don't i talk like a woman who knows she's going to be successful? i hope so.

i could rant about this for hours, blog. but i just had the best ham & cheese omelette ever, with blintzes, potatoes, toast, and orange juice. all from my kitchen.

i think today might be alright. i want to go to six flags. season pass for the win.

love you tons, blog.

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