dear blog,
i had to turn on mogwai to write to you. if i didn't, i would just keep typing lyrics that i was hearing because my smiles playlist has so many good songs.
i'm arguing theology with scott. he doesn't believe that my prayers come true. i do.
"you're just a looney. really."
"but god likes me."
last night i slept over at johnathon's. we're kindof losing touch. he always said he wanted to retain our friendship above all. but he consistently blows me off for jerahmy and everyone else. i'm not jealous, i'm just sick of getting blown off. and rescheduled. not even just by him.
but the point is, we woke up early, i couldn't sleep, and we went out for breakfast. he did that stupid thing where he jumps to conclusions about things he has no idea about. for instance, today it was "are you one of those losers that was obsessed with sudoku?" "yeah." "that shit's stupid. i don't get it."
so because you don't get it, it's stupid? i was infuriated. by the time i explained it all to him, he was trying to figure out the rest of the puzzle. i hate when he judges on no basis.
but then we walked around lockport, and walked to the state street pantry, bought some shitty bread, and fed the ducks. and i really like ducks. because a lot of things are cute, but feeding ducks is just so calm, and i never feel rushed. i just felt good. it's probably my favourite thing ever.
then i called ryan to go rafting, but he couldn't go. which i expected. but that's okay. he's got a lot going on. we haven't really talked a lot about it but he seems apprehensive to open up to me about anything. so all we've talked about has been the cubs. i want to marry ryan theriot. and have a daughter named riley so she can be riley the riot. that would be such a sweet name. i'm jealous.
went rafting today. me, sara, dave, mandy, bob, and chuck. it was a gooood time. saw bobbiesue and mary. glad to see them even if it was just for five minutes.
i went to johnathon's and we made sketties. then he went to pick up timmy, i played spider solitaire, and i left. i ate and watched the end of the cubs cardinals game. cubs lost. i think ryan's turning me into a cubs fan. this is bad news.
i really like mogwai. really.
i just felt like i had to tell you what was going on in my life today, bloggie. i'll talk to you tomorrow.
love,
jes
p.s., i have an interview at applebee's tomorrow. wish me luck!
i had to turn on mogwai to write to you. if i didn't, i would just keep typing lyrics that i was hearing because my smiles playlist has so many good songs.
i'm arguing theology with scott. he doesn't believe that my prayers come true. i do.
"you're just a looney. really."
"but god likes me."
last night i slept over at johnathon's. we're kindof losing touch. he always said he wanted to retain our friendship above all. but he consistently blows me off for jerahmy and everyone else. i'm not jealous, i'm just sick of getting blown off. and rescheduled. not even just by him.
but the point is, we woke up early, i couldn't sleep, and we went out for breakfast. he did that stupid thing where he jumps to conclusions about things he has no idea about. for instance, today it was "are you one of those losers that was obsessed with sudoku?" "yeah." "that shit's stupid. i don't get it."
so because you don't get it, it's stupid? i was infuriated. by the time i explained it all to him, he was trying to figure out the rest of the puzzle. i hate when he judges on no basis.
but then we walked around lockport, and walked to the state street pantry, bought some shitty bread, and fed the ducks. and i really like ducks. because a lot of things are cute, but feeding ducks is just so calm, and i never feel rushed. i just felt good. it's probably my favourite thing ever.
then i called ryan to go rafting, but he couldn't go. which i expected. but that's okay. he's got a lot going on. we haven't really talked a lot about it but he seems apprehensive to open up to me about anything. so all we've talked about has been the cubs. i want to marry ryan theriot. and have a daughter named riley so she can be riley the riot. that would be such a sweet name. i'm jealous.
went rafting today. me, sara, dave, mandy, bob, and chuck. it was a gooood time. saw bobbiesue and mary. glad to see them even if it was just for five minutes.
i went to johnathon's and we made sketties. then he went to pick up timmy, i played spider solitaire, and i left. i ate and watched the end of the cubs cardinals game. cubs lost. i think ryan's turning me into a cubs fan. this is bad news.
i really like mogwai. really.
i just felt like i had to tell you what was going on in my life today, bloggie. i'll talk to you tomorrow.
love,
jes
p.s., i have an interview at applebee's tomorrow. wish me luck!
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